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BAD NEWS!!! [May. 9th, 2006|01:04 am]
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[Current Location |ummm.....i'm at home]
[Current Mood |scaredscared]
[Current Music |rosanne repeats wooohoooo]

I have not written in a LOOOOONG time, due to welp, been in trouble w/the law and all for about on and off for the past 4 yrs, then DOOOMS DAY!!! The mutha fucking worst day of my entire day/birthday!! First of all last summer I found a lump in my right BooB and didnt pay attention to it, thought it was a cyst or something of nothing, well Nov. of 2005 I felt it again and it was way bigger :( went to the gyno and he referred me to THE ROSE here in Texas is a place that takes mamograms and biopsies then tehy tell you the big news, unfortuneatley i was diagnosed March 21st, 2006 with stage 2 breast cancer, they new back in 2005 that I had it, but of course they could not tell me until they knew for sure. Thank G. he has insurance on my ass, because I get to go to the best cancer Hospital in the country, and w/me living about 30 min away from M.D. Anderson, I am getting the best care. My b/day was April 23, I had a Drs. appt ont the 24 to make sure I did not have cancer anywhere else such as lungs, bones, liver stuff as such and nope i do not YEAH!!! I had surgery to have my port-a-cath put in and then on may 12 i see my doc and prolly start chemo after that. For you girls out there, I am now 36, but found out at 35, also my asshole buddy, best friend in the world just finished her treatment in Jan. of this yr and is now cancer free, I just think its odd to have a best friend of about 17 yrs and we both have/had the same damn cancer. Pretty sad, but i will survive. I will keep posting, and do apologize for those of you keeping me the friends page........THERE HAS JUST BEEN SO MUCH FUCKING DRAMA!!!! I HATE DRAMA!!! hopefully i can continue to keep up with this shit again, remember stay away from the pigs and keep my head up and have a positive attitude now, i am fighting for my life....dont ask for bald pix, that you wont get :) however as soon as i get my digi to work, i will post a new on cause i look much diff. now.

Later DOOooOOOoDs,

Blue..............

(Teresa)
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SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Dec. 27th, 2004|09:27 am]
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[Current Mood |lazylazy]
[Current Music |some dumb shit on tee vee :/]

We finally had a WHITE(ISH) Christmas here in Texas!!!  On Christmas eve, it started to snow a little, a little flurries here and there.  Later that nite, it started to do it again, but didn't stop!  I was at my moms and all the kids were outside making snowballs and teeny tiny snowmen.  I left her house around 10:00p and it was still snowing, our front porch was covered in snow.  Then I walked out there about 30 min later and it was gone, but it must have snowed later on that nite because when I woke up, Chey's trampoline was covered on snow, the cars me and Chey had a snowball fight, of course we had to scrape it off the cars and trampoline, but it was really nice..............the most exciting thing for me!  Unfortunately, on Christmas day, and the day after, we were wearing shorts. 

I sure am glad that the fucking holidays are finally OVER!!!! 

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I AM BUSY [Jul. 8th, 2004|09:22 pm]
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[Current Mood |busybusy]
[Current Music |mother in law on the phone]

Why is it that everytime I get on the computer to clean it up like as in files and what not, everybody and there brother has to call??? I hardly get on this thing to begin with, and now I got the computer bug and now people wanna talk on the phone........
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I just might get another VACATION! [Jul. 8th, 2004|08:20 pm]
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[Current Mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]
[Current Music |FRIENDS POSTING WILL EXPLAIN THE MOOD THINGY :/]

My mother in law is wanting to go to North Carolina to see my ex husband (her son) and is wanting to take Chey, the plane tkts are kinda high.  She asked about my "SO CALLED BEST FRIEND" who works for an airline, I just told her to call up C. and ask, that she may have buddy passes left and they are only 50.00, but its all stand by.  So she (mother in law) called me back and she had spoke with C and now C is gonna see what she can do to get her and Chey on the plane!!  Woo hoo, I finally get a little bit of a break if she goes, and she will get to see her daddy so that is good.  Hell she has not seen him in maybe 3-4 months??!!  I do hope that C. can get them on the plane cuz Chey misses her dad anyway.

I'm not gonna know what do w/out my child for a whole week.  She has never been away from me for that long...........YIKES!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

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BEER!!! [Jul. 7th, 2004|12:46 am]
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[Current Mood |JUST IN A SHITTY MOOD]
[Current Music |ESPECIALLY AFTER I HAVE HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND...F.Y.]

I FINALLY MET MOM AT THE BAR AND HAD MY DAMN BEER!! SINCE I REALLY DONT DRINK, I ONLY HAD 3 AND A HALF, GOT A GREAT BUZZ!!!! HAD FUN. IT WAS GOOD TO GET OUTTA THE HOUSE FOR A CHANGE.

EVERYONE WAS SHOCKED AT THE BAR WHEN I ORDERED MY BEER, CUZ THEY ALL KNOW. DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH MORE TO TALK AOBUT CUZ I AM A LITTLE SLEEPY, NO NOT CUZ OF THE BEER, IT WORE OFF HOURS AGO.

IT REALLY BROUGHT BACK MEMORIES OF WAY BACK WHEN I USED TO GO OUT WITH AUTUMN AND SUSAN. WISHING IT WAS STILL LIKE THAT. BUT WE ALL HAVE FAMILY'S NOW SO ITS HARD TO GETTA AWAY.

OH MY OTHER BEST FRIEND KERRY CALLED ME, AND I FOUND OUT THAT HE IS NOW MARRIED.........YEAH CONGRATS KERRY. I LOVE YOU AND CANT WAIT TO MEET HER. JOEY, KERRY, AUTUMN ARE REALLY THE ONLY FRIENDS I GOT LEFT, HOWEVER, THROUGH MY WHOLE FUCK UP MONTHS JOEY HAS BEEN THERE WITH ME THROUGH JUST ABOUT IT ALL. THANK YOU J.R.P. OF COURSE HE ALREADY KNOWS THIS. I AM GLAD THAT AT LEAST I GOT THOSE PEOPLE AS FRIENDS WHO REALLY CARE. IF ONE OF MY FRIENDS HAD A HUGE PROB, I DAMMNED SURE WOULD BE THERE FOR THEM AND NOT TURN AWAY. I COULD GO ON FOREVER ON THIS SUBJECT, BUT WONT. I KNOW WHO MY "TRUE" FRIENDS ARE/ARE NOT. ALMOST 17 YRS WORTH OF FRIENDSHIP DOWN THE DRAIN, AND SHE THREW IT ALL AWAY ESPECIALLY WHEN I NEEDED HER THE MOST.........HEH.......THANKS ALOT FOR BEING MY "TRUE" FRIEND AND YES, I AM STILL HURT, SHOCKED, DISAPPOINTED, ANGRY ETC. ABOUT THE WAY I WAS TREATED..........I HAVE MOVED ON, FEH, AND SHE WAS THE ONE WHO SAID "WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS I PROMISE, YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND ALWAYS WILL BE" STILL HAVE NOT A MUTHA FUCKING WORD FROM HER.............THAT IS NICE.
THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME.
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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2004|11:13 am]
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WHY IN THE FUCK CANT I STAY LOGGED IN??????????????????????????????????????
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I am not a drinker......................... [Jul. 6th, 2004|09:19 am]
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[Current Mood |getting PISSED at this LJ thin]

For some reason, The past few days I have been craving BEER! So I think today I will go to the bar and meet ma for a beer.

My child brought home a stay kitten the other day. So I tell G. to "accidently" let him out that next morn. on the way to work. Well, he tried, but had a heart and let the little one back in. He is cute and very playful, he is solid black, so we have named him Toby. I have 3 cats now. I do know that the first thing is that I gotta get him fixed! Maybe declawed too, I cant have him tearing up our furniture.

For as long as I have been alive and living in Texas for 34 yrs, I had never been to San Antonio, and its only 3.5 hours away from here! We had lots of fun. Now the next on my agenda is to go to New Braunfels and go tubing down the river. I used to do that alot growing up and since I have had my child, have not been back, except when we went on our vacation, we went to the Schlitterbaun, but not the same. I wanna do the whole camping thing and float, and then go down the rapids again, drink and all be merry!!!
Hopefully when I figure out how to STAY logged in and post pics, I will post my pics of Sea World. But until then, if you wanna see them, you will have to get them via email.

In which there is none of us cuz the fucking batteries kept running out and most of the time I forgot to take the damn pics at all, however I do have the dolphin pics, and a few of Shamu.

Now ima gonna have to copy this entry cuz I dunno if I will be able to get it to post!!!
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SOMETHING AINT RIGHT [Jul. 6th, 2004|09:11 am]
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I still cant stay logged in........hm! This sux!
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TESTING [Jul. 5th, 2004|10:31 pm]
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I SOME HOW HAVE TO LOG IN EVERYTIME I GET ON HERE......SO I AM NOW TRYING THIS AGAIN!!! PLEASE STAND BY, THIS IS ONLY A TEST!!
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SEA WORLD ROCKS!!!!!!!!!! [Jun. 26th, 2004|12:10 pm]
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[Current Music |just here]

Went to SEA WORLD, UPDATE @ 10:00!!! I touched the DOLPHINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOooooOOoo!!!

Had fun, but dont have time to update at this time........
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